High Hopes

Hopes gua tahun ini sebenernya banyak, banget, dibanding tahun lalu
tapi ya namanya orang, ga boleh terlalu punya high expectations,
walopun sbnernya dalem hati ada sih sedikit banyak macemmacem expect ini itu

pas lagi nulis ini gua sambil dengerin lagu - all i need is your love nya DEORRO. ga ngerti lagi, hacep banget

well, kali ini gua lagi dalam state yang setengah harap-harap tapi ga mau punya banyak ekspetasi karena dari pengalaman yang gua punya, kebanyakan sih mengecewakan.

harapan gua ke satu orang ini, semoga tahun ini ga cuma legenda aja, karena ya, seengganya kalo harapan gua yang lain ga terjadi, cuma satu iiniiii aja, gua berharap banget.
istilahnya ya, " Please God, just this once"
yep.

dan gua juga berharap tahun 2015 bisa berjalan smooth, semua hal yang gua handle sekarang gua berharap juga bisa jalan sesuari rencana, ya ga muluk2 deh, asal berakhir bagus aja, at least bisa diterima orang-orang.

semoga bisa lebih baik. Amin.

Akhirnya kuliah

Diitung dari pertama kali gua punya blog, hmmm kira2 uda brp taun umur ini blog diitung dari smp kls 1? , bukannya gua lupa, cuma ga jago ngitung aja.

Di 2015, momen gua mau masuk di semester 2 perkuliahan, akhirnya gua sadar, gua sama mat emang ga boleh ketemu. Ngelantur. 

Well, apa kabar gays ? :') fyi, gua skrg kuliah di Trisakti, hospitality management major, di bintaro, saat ini lagi berusaha fokus memperdalam ilmu bartender. 

Temen2 gua ? Berpencar semua.

Apalagi temen smp, batang idung aja gua uda ga pernah liat. Ya, time flies so fast. 

Di Trisakti gua banyak ketemu senior baru yang yaaa asik, bukan klise kok ini serius, temen2nya juga ga se-judes yang gua kira gua bakal susah nyari temen baru. 

Emang belom sedeket temen smp sma sih, tapi mereka asik. 

Gua banyak belajar, kalo temen pasti nambah, selama kita ga lupa sama yang lama aja.

Gua kangen temen lama, tapi ya life must go on, bukan berarti dengan gua kangen temen lama, gua clinging terus ke mereka, karena pasti mereka juga punya kesibukan sendiri, punya kehidupan kepentingan sendiri sekarang. Everything has changed. 

Gua berharap kita semua bisa sukses aja. 

Klise, tapi semoga mereka ga lupa gua hahaha 

Goodluck juga buat yang disana! ;') 

High School Love On

 Judulnya "High School", bikin sedih, jadi keinget masa SMA kemaren yang baru aja selesai :(

kisah cinta SMA gua ?

gak.gak. ckck

ini bukan kisah gua, ini drama baru. gua lagi membandingkan aja, jauh banget dibandingin cerita the heirs kan kompleks banget tuh.

ini ceritanya lebih simple

walaopun ya, agak sedikit twisted sih, tapi yang ini lebih cute.

High School Love On

Plotnya tentang malaikat kecil, ya ga kecil-kecil amat, namanya Yi Seul Bi. dia ini bisa dibilang malaikat yang nganter jiwa orang mati ke surga gitulah intinya. Pokoknya suatu saat, Shin Woo Hyun (Nam Woo Hyun, Infinite) yang waktu mau nyegah temen sekelasnya lompat dari gedung sekolah, ga sengaja justru malah dia yang jatoh, nah, disitu dia ga sengaja di selamatin sama Seul Bi yang harusnya ngambil nyawa Woo Hyun. well, akhirnya sampe Seul Bi dapet cara supaya dia bisa pulang, sementara dia tinggal di rumah Woo Hyun & neneknya sampe dimasukin ke sekolah then, the story begins...

bedanya sama the heirs ? aktris Seul bi di peranin sama Kim Sae Ron, umurnya baru 14thn, kalo Park Shin Hye udah kepala 2 lewat, if you know what I mean.

that's what makes the film cute,sweet imutimut lah

                                                            can be seen the difference.

tapi ya, apart from that, duadua nya sama-sama bagus, worthy to be watched.

ngomong2 jadi pengen post scene cute2nya, xc

Best Friend - Jason Chen

Do you remember when I said I'd always be there.

Ever since we were ten, baby.

When we were out on the playground playing pretend.

I didn't know it back then.

Now I realize you were the only one

It's never too late to show it.

Grow old together,

Have feelings we had before

Back when we were so innocent

I pray for all your love

Girl our love is so unreal

I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you, somebody pinch me

This is something like a movie

And I dont know how it ends girl

But I fell in love with my Best Friend

Through all the dudes that came by

And all the nights that you'd cry.

Girl I was there right by your side.

How could I tell you I loved you

When you were so happy

With some other guy?

Now I realize you were the only one

It's never too late to show it.

Grow old together,

Have feelings we had before

When we were so innocent.

I know it sounds crazy

That you'd be my baby.

Girl you mean that much to me.

And nothing compares when

We're lighter than air and

We don't wanna come back down.

And I don't wanna ruin what we have

Love is so unpredictable.
But it's the risk that I'm taking, hoping, praying

You'd fall in love with your best friend

I remember when I said I'd always be there

Ever since we were ten baby.

Loving him was red

                         

   Not everyone can understand how's the feeling to stand firm watching the one that you like, like someone else.

In my case, I don't even started to get close to him and yet everything turns into a mess. Maybe I was being too melancholic but I just can't hold my tears.  And I think at least one person can understand how does it feels to like someone that not even look at yourself properly. 

   I'm writing this post wishing that you would choose me. But I know now it's hopeless, that's why once again I'm running away. I'm wishing for your happines with her and I meant it. 

Ps : here's some words to a person that's such a four leaf clover to me, I'm counting on you, please make him happy and make him yours already so that way I can backoff without worries