time is a pain

well,........Time Is A Pain..

day pass by
weeks pass by also, but you know what, as the time pass by, i've also still broken
broke by the words that i can't tell you what.
broke by the fact that i don't even want to believe.
broke by that thousand questions in my mind.
broke by the strenght which have been gone.
and i'm broke because wondering and hoping even i don't have confident either it will be true nor reached.

you know...somehow i miss the old you,i miss the charm of you.i miss that things which make me feels like i'm the luckiest girl in the world just because you are here being with me and smile just for me,lend your heart and love just to me...
hmm...
it's just like...a comedy drama maybe?lol
you said that i'm changed and yet you said that i'm the one that also changed you?
well,to be true,i want to say this things for a long time ago but i'm afraid , if i tell you,what kind of reaction will you give to face me?
i just wanna say,

hey,things that only make people changed it's beacuse THEY HAVE BEEN HURT SO MANY TIMES.
you are act that i'm the one who changed first,that's why you are hurt and then leave me wondering and end up being hurt.
but please realize, for many time you've made me so jealous of you?hiding such a things like that behind me?
yes,you right.

i'm hurt you and you hurt me,but the most point here, i'm the one who have been hurt so much..
you know.. :")
i'm the one who ends up being miss you here,miss the old us,i miss...us.and i miss you