happiness is just a bullshit afterall,
why ?
because the facts that not everyone in this world can completly feel happy....
I don't know what i feel anymore.
I've been wearing countless mask on my face. but people probably don't care, do they ?
they offer me only piece of cheap thing, covered in gold. and i got really happy.
well, you know, something that only looks good on the outside.
when i got home, and opened that thing, see ? it's only a cheap thing and the gold is fake. then again, my tears would fall.
it's not beacause i'm angry. it's because i'm sad.
i'm sad not because it's a cheap thing that i recieved. but thats because  i regret, regret why i would i get happy over fake thing and then after that i would be very sad. moreover the sad that i feel is painful.

Big Bang

Belakangan, gua jadi suka sama video clipnya "BIG BANG", i'm not really a big fan of them actually, tapi ternyata mereka keren juga.

kece. 

beneran deh, i'm not really into korean things. drama2 yang gua nonton dan big bang ini can be said just a coincidence.

gua ga gitu suka lagu-lagu mereka, but they're not bad. lagunya asik-asik dan maybe what makes them attractive is because their style, and yet, they're good looking. (keep in mind, i'm not a VIP's)

awalnya gua tau big bang dari temen gua, Christopher Adisurya, and i used to think that korean is alay, lol. sorry.

tapi sekarang gua paham, mereka ga alay, tapi mereka limited. 

style mereka, dan lagu2 mereka itu ga mainstream. it's just, yeah i liked their style. abis itu gua kemudian baru sadar lama kelamaan, temen2 gua yang lain juga suka sama mereka, such as sherly,erika.

gua jadi penasaran, akhirnya gua sempet dengerin salah satu lagu mereka di youtube. dan ternyata....

KERENNNNNN

coba aja dicari, "bigbang-fantastic baby"

jadi sebenernya big bang itu isinya siapa aja ? check this out.

member's leader. GD / GDragon.
in charge of composing, writing, and making music.
rapper. fashion icon.

Tae Yang.
 the most charismatic among the members.
his dance is the best and energetic.
he's quite sexy

T.O.P
the oldest member.
the most handsome. in charge of rapping.
very mature. Top in everything

Seung Ri
the youngest among the member. he is cute
often being bullied by T.O.P

Dae Sung
has angelic smile.
 he is the kindest and the most earnest
outgoing, cheerful and humorous.

beberapa lagunya yang menurut gua lumayan :

- Fantastic baby

- Haru-Haru

- love song

- lies

- bad boy

- lalala (udah agak lama)

- ringa linga (by tae yang solo)

- doom da da ( by top solo)

- crooked (by GD solo)

- coup d' etat ( by GD solo )

The Heirs

    Hari ini, gua lagi kepengen nge post tentang drama, berhubung gua liburan ga kemana-kemana dan ga ngapa-ngapain. dramanya uda selesai gua nonton, tapi tadi keinget tiba-tiba jadi pengen bahas.

 ternyata banyak juga manusia yang akhirnya nonton drama ini, well sebagai orang yang selesai nonton pertama kali dimana teman-teman gua semuanya belom nonton, gua merasa senang~ HAHAHAH 

jadi kalo mereka macem-macem sama gua, tinggal gua spoiler aja gitu maksudnya.

   The heirs itu film barunya Lee Min Ho, di film ini dia tetep aja maen jadi anaknya seorang chairman, ga beda jauh ceritanya sama boys before flower. di The heirs ini si lee min ho jadi Kim Tan, anak SMA, dan sebelomnya sempet beberapa tahun tinggal di Amerika karena "dibuang" sama kokonya yang takut posisi president di perusahaannya di ambil sama Kim Tan, walaupun sebenernya si Kim Tan ga pernah sekalipun kepikiran apa2. 

 Cha Eun-Sang, yang di mainin sama Park Shin Hye, mamanya seorang ibu rumah tangga, kerja jadi pembantu di sebuah rumah dan bisu. Cha eun sang punya temen sejak kecil kira2 dari sd lah, namanya Yoon Chan-Young (Kang min hyuk disini imutt!!!). ga ada yang spesial dari dia, cuma cantik aja sedikit, sekolahnya lumayan pinter jadi dia sekolah pake bantuan beasiswa. suatu hari, ada surat dari cicinya yang di amerika, bahwa katanya cicinya mau segera menikah. jadi dengan uang yang udah dikumpulin mamanya dari dulu-dulu, cha eun sang pergi ke amerika buat nganterin duit, barang dll yang mamanya beliin buat cicinya sebagai persiapan nikah.

abis itu ?

   something unexpected happenned. Kim Tan dan Cha Eun Sang ketemu di amerika, and booom~

cerita dimulai.

ceritanya menarik, jadi ga bosenin, banyak banget up side down nya. 

   ga cuma ceritanya menarik sih, pemainnya juga menarik banget!

disini lee min ho maen sama kim woo-bin. bisa dibilang mereka ngerebutin eun sang. di sisi lain, kim tan udah tunangan sama yoo rachael, teman bisnis papanya. dan ternyata mamanya yoo rachael menikah lagi sama papanya young-do. jadi rachael sama young-do bisa dibilang siblings.

drama korea emang paling complicated. dan ini beberapa gambar yang mau gua masukin sebagai gambaran aja

Eun Sang and her childhood friend, Yoon Chan-young

He is a future heir to the Jeguk (Empire) Group

Daughter of Kim Tan's family's housekeeper

The heir to the Zeus Hotel Group

Kim Tan's fiancée. A haughty and chic heiress of RS International (a clothing company) 

Son of the Jeguk Group's secretary

She is the daughter of the CEO of 'Mega Entertainment

Son of the CEO of the largest law firm, 'Victory'

Son of an attorney general

this is 'JEGUK HIGH SCHOOL' 

 

Doesn't Matter

let that person say whatever she wants.
it doesn't matter to me
i can always avoid anything i don't want to hear anyway.
well, that old hag.
i can always run if i want to,whenever i want to.
those insulting word from her is the same as insects whinning.
that old hag is an insencts. trash.

Just Friends

I know that i don't own you,
       and perhaps I never will,
       so my anger when you're with her,
       I have no right to feel.

I know that you don't owe me
       and I shouldn't ask for more;
       I shouldn't feel so let down,
       all the times when you don't call.

When I feel I shouldn't show you
       so when you're around I won't;
       I know I've no right to feel it-
       but it doesn't mean i don't.