agnesfaustine's

there's a saying " ask, Then you'll get what you ask for"

but I don't think that kind of saying applies to me.
I ask, but I get nothing
I pray, but the prayers get no reply nor answered
and I wonder why
am I really worth living ?

everyone get at least their way opened up but why mine doesn't ?

I keep on feeling this disgusted feeling being rejected, as a failure. nothing goes right for me.
and I wonder,
am I really being loved, God ? Is this really the right thing for me ?
because i don't feel like it is.